ikissedagirl,

how i wish, time would have just froze, from 3-7 april, 2009 and keep repeating. i would love that, so so much.but well i guess time cant move backwards, so i jut gotta look forward.this seems so hard, to just sit down and do my duty as a student to study. it seems all so difficult to keep still and just do what i ought to do.i hope this weekend will be a fruitful one, it just has to. i, too hope that we all can go france together guys, seriously.its the only thing i'm looking forward to, or something worth really looking forward to, after O's.i know there are many things we can do,but thats my main priority after O's, but before i do that, please, i'm begging you, my inner self, to have some discipline.only then will i truly go to france with a peace of mind.i cant wait to see all your faces guys, each time i think of the fun, it just overwhelms me.so i have to do this, i just have tofor them, for me.