bad tatoos and worst IDs, you feel alive.

11:01PM-19July2009.

i think long and hard.
nothing comes to my mind,
i dont know what to write here.
it's blank.
it's blank.
it's blank.
give me the strength to carry on, my inner self.give me the strength to carry on, my inner self.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHLOE!<3
hope you have a great birthday! if you are reading this, we miss you , and of course i miss you too! i'll try my best to come in december and we can have fun like we did from 3-7 april 2009.these days i'll never forget

6 July 2009-1020PM.

concentration, i need it. i need to do well for this, i need the motivation. someone give it to me.




Aide, je suis relevant.

4 July 2009.2:19PM

its been three months.three months ago, three months less.i must do well.i must.france, youre mine.

J'espère que vous garderez votre promesse, je le ferai.

28 June 2009.
10:22PM
Nouveaux commencements, faisons-le pour eux, de la famille, de Dieu et pour moi-même.

i need you now, more than i ever did.

26June2009.

holidays are coming to an end.really looking forward to school,when school starts i really gotta put everything i have into my studies.i dont wanna end up nowhere next year, i must do well, for them, family, God and of course myself.l: i pray Lord, that i'll be able to go france with a few of my friends at the end of the O's.may this epidemic all be over soon,i pray all this in Jesus most precious name,Amen.




J'ai mlle vous avez tellement

16june 2009.

Les bons moments juste semblent si loin.

9weeks

31 May 2009-11:01PM

this place seems so familiar.
this road i'm walking on ain't new to me.
this feeling, im sure i felt this way before,
and its all because of you; thats the truth.
before i forget,
your smile is what i long for.
your laughter is what drives me.
for i know, deep down in my heart.
i love you, and that's all that matters.
doesnt it?




wish me luck for chinese O's tomorrow man.lets do this.for them,family,God and for myself.

i like you, i dont love you.

21may '09-12:15AM

total mess.what can i say.fucked it up.fucked it up.screw it.i just gonna work harder.really alot alot harder.i need to go to france at the end of the year, i just have to.


walking down the shore
wondering what i'd do
without them.
call me stupid, call me clingy.
thing is, they mean the world to me.
and no one can every replace that.

the stars belong to you, my angel.

exams have been damn fucked up.i dont see myself doing well.but this i promise and i will carry out, i will do well for the prilims and the O's itself.i am.i will.this midyears is totally my fault as i didnt practise hard enough.just watch.i will do well.



its been a month and a month is really long.i really hope i can go in december.i hope WE can.

Do you think we will ever see them again?>i hope what we planned for December really comes true. i won't know what to do if we couldn't go to France,together.i really hope it comes true, because what are the chances of seeing someone on the other side of the world if we don't this time round? i'm worried the feeling might die off if we don't go in December:(-may6 2009

it's been a month. i hope i can be optimistic about this, since its been a month, its also one month closer to late november/december.each second just brings us closer and closer.please guys,please be able to go to France.-3may 2009

i hope that in all that i do, i do it well.for them,for me,for God and for my family.To go to france with a peace of mind,to go there with no regrets and have the time of my life.to remember every smile every frown every gesture and every feeling i feel there.their faces and smiles and may it forever be etched in my memory,never to be forgotten-26april 2009.

reminiscing about those times really makes me miss it so bad.-20april 2009.


all night long i'll sing and dance with you, my sweet princess.

i hope that in all i do,i do it well.for them,for me,for God for my family and for my friends.To go to France with a peace of mind,to go there with no regrets and have the time of my life.to remember every smile every frown every gesture and every feeling i feel there.their faces and smiles;may it forever be etched in my memory,never to be forgotten.


i really pray this week will be fruitful.i really pray this week will be fruitful.

ikissedagirl,

how i wish, time would have just froze, from 3-7 april, 2009 and keep repeating. i would love that, so so much.but well i guess time cant move backwards, so i jut gotta look forward.this seems so hard, to just sit down and do my duty as a student to study. it seems all so difficult to keep still and just do what i ought to do.i hope this weekend will be a fruitful one, it just has to. i, too hope that we all can go france together guys, seriously.its the only thing i'm looking forward to, or something worth really looking forward to, after O's.i know there are many things we can do,but thats my main priority after O's, but before i do that, please, i'm begging you, my inner self, to have some discipline.only then will i truly go to france with a peace of mind.i cant wait to see all your faces guys, each time i think of the fun, it just overwhelms me.so i have to do this, i just have tofor them, for me.