9weeks

31 May 2009-11:01PM

this place seems so familiar.
this road i'm walking on ain't new to me.
this feeling, im sure i felt this way before,
and its all because of you; thats the truth.
before i forget,
your smile is what i long for.
your laughter is what drives me.
for i know, deep down in my heart.
i love you, and that's all that matters.
doesnt it?




wish me luck for chinese O's tomorrow man.lets do this.for them,family,God and for myself.

i like you, i dont love you.

21may '09-12:15AM

total mess.what can i say.fucked it up.fucked it up.screw it.i just gonna work harder.really alot alot harder.i need to go to france at the end of the year, i just have to.


walking down the shore
wondering what i'd do
without them.
call me stupid, call me clingy.
thing is, they mean the world to me.
and no one can every replace that.

the stars belong to you, my angel.

exams have been damn fucked up.i dont see myself doing well.but this i promise and i will carry out, i will do well for the prilims and the O's itself.i am.i will.this midyears is totally my fault as i didnt practise hard enough.just watch.i will do well.



its been a month and a month is really long.i really hope i can go in december.i hope WE can.

Do you think we will ever see them again?>i hope what we planned for December really comes true. i won't know what to do if we couldn't go to France,together.i really hope it comes true, because what are the chances of seeing someone on the other side of the world if we don't this time round? i'm worried the feeling might die off if we don't go in December:(-may6 2009

it's been a month. i hope i can be optimistic about this, since its been a month, its also one month closer to late november/december.each second just brings us closer and closer.please guys,please be able to go to France.-3may 2009

i hope that in all that i do, i do it well.for them,for me,for God and for my family.To go to france with a peace of mind,to go there with no regrets and have the time of my life.to remember every smile every frown every gesture and every feeling i feel there.their faces and smiles and may it forever be etched in my memory,never to be forgotten-26april 2009.

reminiscing about those times really makes me miss it so bad.-20april 2009.


all night long i'll sing and dance with you, my sweet princess.